Well it's time for some rantings and updates....
Well it's a saturday here, as it is most other places...And My mind is just wandering around and the one thing that hits the most is my education...
a little update... I stopped going to school last year when Phil and I got married. I figured I could jump right back into school no problem the next semester. Well Unfortunately, My mother passed away and phil felt it would be smart for me to take another semester off. Here I am... One year later, and I feel so Far behind in school. I have one year left of my undergraduate degree in Family and Consumer science and I just feel so lost. I see so many around me getting their degrees and I feel so far behind them, and that I don't match up to them and the calibur they are. I dont have scholarships, or parents who have paid for my schooling. I'm stuck at the point where going to school is one of the most expensive things, and I really really hate debt....I have refused to take out student loans because I have heard so many horror stories of student loans and how they can destroy your finances. And Even though I am only a year away from being done, Phil has so much more schooling than I do. He's got the rest of his Undergrad and Masters program he needs ot finish... I just feel trapped.
I know my degree is important and it can create a better life for Phil and I. But I hate the feeling that I do not level with those who have degrees. I literally feel stupid, and thats a feeling I detest. I know I am smart. I know I am capable of graduating college. But right now with how fafsa is and how stupid financial aid can be...I just want to finish already. If I can finish with my degree, It'll be something I could have only dreamed of, finally coming true.
Any way.... updates
We are both starting school this fall! Phil in accounting, me in financial planning and consumer science.
Boomer got nuetered and what a good boy he has been!
The training is going good! Just working out in the morning. Only down 2 lbs.
But phil is down 5! Woot! sexy beast!
Phil's been searching for new jobs, and has an Interview with Farmers insurance on monday. Hopefully he gets it!!!
So crazy. I feel so tired from working, but it feels good to have money in the bank. We've been bustin our behinds. Hoepfully it'll be easier soon.
Till Next time
